Kenapa mesti menyalahkan mak bapa atas apa yang di lakukan oleh anak-anak?
Mereka sudah menjalankan tanggung-jawab mereka, memberi ilmu, membesarkan, memberi kasih sayang, dan jika anak itu tetap memilih jalan yang salah, itu adalah pilihan mereka sendiri.

Sebagai anak, walau apa pun yang kite lakukan. Walau di mana pun kite berada. Kite mesti selalu ingat. Kite sentiasa membawa nama orang tua kite bersama. Bayangkan perasaan mereka bila melihat anak yang mereka jaga dan besarkan sedari kecil, menjaga dengan penuh kasih sayang dan apa bila anak itu dewasa, dengan mudahnya mereka merosakkan diri mereka.

Bayangkanlah perasaan orang tua kite....

Setiap apa yang kite lakukan meninggalkan kesan kepada mereka.

Jika mereka boleh bersabar dengan kerenah kite pada waktu kecil, mengapa tidak kite? Jika waktu kite kecil, ibu & ayah boleh mencuci najis kite, kenapa kite tidak? Kenapa?? Anak-anak adalah permata hati orang tua. Anak-anak adalah harta mereka.





*Aku tidak faham kenapa anak remaja sekarang gemar melawan kata orang tu mereka walhal orang tua mereka hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk mereka :(




I just dont understand~~~

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This entry is full of guilty..

Dear my love Hajar,

You know, you are just not a friend for me, not just a best friend for me, but you are more than that.. How could a bloody stupid fadhilah forgot her best ever friend wedding day.. Ok, I'll not forgive myself for that.. (lempang muka sendiri laju2 10 kali)..

This morning, when i looked at calendar, and raya haji playing in my mind, suddenly i remember... OMG... 28/11/09, ur 'day' is same with my office trip! and the stupidest thing is, air flight has booked!!

No wonder, sangat berat hati mahu pergi.. There, thats the answer... Oh shitttt!!!!



What ever it is, i'll try to fix it. Ya, even i know my boss will mad... i rather than let my best ever friends dissappointed of me~



*nah, fad... how u manage and plan ur own life? always make others life difficult~~
(sepak lagi muka sendiri 10x)

People always said, LEARN FROM MISTAKES.

If you want to do something, think properly. Because you are the one responsible in your decision. Don't turn your finger to others, don't say the problems that you are facing is causes by others. DON'T say that.

Once u made the decision, u cant draw back time.. Once u made mistakes, u must look at yourself, ask yourself.. Find ways to repair it. Don't be selfish, inconsiderate others feeling. When people happy, u will feel happy too..

One of the way to find the happiness is, u must think others feeling, let them happy, treat them nicely, lend your hand if they needs, then you can feel happy..

LIfe is not about you and your world.. Life is about you and others. Family, frens, they are so much important in life. You cant live in this world alone without them. Even animal in jungle, have their family.

Think before you act.





*credit to incik elmo.
He's the person who awake me from my dream. Live with my own world, and i cant feel happy. He's guided me, showed me the right way, his admonition (even it hurts when he told me), but now i am the happy person. I hope that its not to late to be a happy person.

I did so much wrong to 'her'.. Yet, i still don't find the solution, how can i repair the relationship. If i have a chance, i want to see 'her', beg 'her' to give me the forgiveness. I'm the girl full of guilty. (this credit to E**)

Aku dah nekad rasanya, aku akan berhenti kerja..


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Bangun pagi2, harvest tanaman di Farmville. Sungguh rajin aku bercocok tanam sekarang ni. Nak tidur, pastikan semua tanaman sihat.

Aku mcam dah gila game kat FB. Gila bercocok tanam walaupun pada dasarnya aku bukanlah seorang farmer yang bagus.

Teringat pula masa aku sekolah rendag dulu. Sebab aku suka pokok orchid. Mak aku belikan la pokok orchid untuk aku. Kecik jek. Hari2 aku siram air. Siram dengan air beras bagus untuk tumbesaran pokok, kata mak aku. Aku pon siram la hari-hari.

Tapi, dah lebih 2 tahun, pokok aku tu, tak berbungan lansung. Tumbesaran terbantut. Tak tahu la silapnya di mana. Silap aku yang x pandai jaga ke, silap air beras ke, silap pokok tu sendiri.